School

So school started for me on Friday the 20th of August (yay for wording out the date lol) and..i've already got homework -_-" but i guess thats inevitable considering to how im a senior this year :D which means im going to make it the best of my years since its GOING to be my last, ive slacked off my previous years in highschool..and i regret doing all of that..because im not taking the classes i would like to take now, but thats my own fault and there isnt anything i can do to fix that :\ other than working my big badonka donk butt off this year, which i will be doing..starting tomorrow..since i had homework on friday..annnnddd completely forgot about it all because im still in summer slacker mode right now which i will be turning off tomorrow morning, and working on any assignments that are given to me tomorrow,

 WHAT REALLY SUCKS for me anyway IS THAT I DONT HAVE A STUDY HALL
 now to all of you out there who are AP students and have the time, or just work there butts off completely and are trying to get somewhere in life..which i envy because im finding that hard to do for myself lol, dont tell me that  im a big baby because i dont have a study hall, im just so use to doing my homework in school and working on it during a study hall, and having a tutor, YES I HAS THE ADDDDDDD, that in which is what really pushed myself, plus i was on medication, and i stopped taking it last year and i kind of wish i didnt, the problem with my medication is that, it makes me lose track of who i am, ( OH NOES AN EMO KIDDD) not quite, i mean that because i would be uber quiet in class and focus, (now the teachers dont see that as a bad thing, they dont necessarily care about a students health or emotional needs as long as there paying attention in class and getting there work done ((scratch that, MOST teachers, because there are some motivational teachers in my school who encourage me)) ) reason why that is a bad thing you might ask? well, if you knew me, im a real fun outgoing guy who likes to joke around and make people smile, make everyone laugh somehow, even it means making a complete fool out of myself, i love the sound of joy and laughter (not in a creepy clown sort of way you know)

So this year, im really going to push myself, im going to work as hard as i can to mantain good grades..and im actually going to try and keep them above C's, which my mom has been very lenient on when it comes to school and im very thankful for, otherwise id be some stuck up brat who probably hates his parents because of how strict they are lol, but my mom is far from that :), anyway, i plan on doing my best this year, and im going to try as hard as i possibly can, starting tomorrow..or rather today (BECAUSE MY CLOCK SAYS ITS 12:02 AAAMMM)